Disease (The Blackbird Session) Beartooth

If I fall again, will it be the end?
I know it's wrong, you think I'm strong, but I just pretend
Is it taking over, will it bury me?
Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Stuck at the surface, not making progress
Falling apart, well, I'm trying my hardest
Looking for answers, finding a rope
Is the noose getting tighter? I'm losing control
Will the end make me whole again?
It's like holding on when my grip is lost
I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost
Is it taking over, will it bury me?
Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?
I'm getting older, still, lost as ever
Faking a smile while I bury the pressure
Why does this happen? I should be fine
But I can't shake the feeling, I'm living a lie
Will the end make me whole again?
It's like holding on when my grip is lost
I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost
Is it taking over, will it bury me?
Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?
If I fall again, will it be the end?
I know it's wrong, you think I'm strong, but I just pretend
Is it taking over, will it bury me?
Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
It's like holding on when my grip is lost
I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost
Is it taking over, will it bury me?
Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?